Am i nothing but a useless chap that is occupying a space on Earth
Lonely fills up all the sky
can't help but wonder why
you're so far away
Sometimes i just wondered, am i just a but useless chap that is occupying a space, wasting my time and youths.. A freak who is sensitive to eveything and thinks of nothing (cos brainless), who starts out everything with good intentions but end up stirring more troubles.
Ever since after my JC life, i'm being exposed to the cruel and appalling society, working society, to be exact. Being a teacher, at least i can still feel a sense of worth, for at least i'm there to enlighten, if not all, but some of the students. But, ever since i'm posted into Admin Office to do adminstraion stuffs, ie Paperworks, i've been reprimanded and lectured countless of times. At times, depression was the final product. At times, i really think that i'm so small so insignificant and useless.
Talking IT to me is equally bad as playing music to the cows. My IT knowledge stops at Microsoft Words, Excel and POwerpoint. Nothing more and maybe lesser. So, i really enyv those poeple who can actually do alot of magic to the computers, like Adobe Photo Edits, Poster Making, Movie Makings and etc.
Business then. Worst choice! I've never thought of business or even working as White-collar worker, cos i know i will never make it. Basic 8 to 5 admin office job, i've already bored to tears and screwed up eveything i did, so never get me into the rigid and routine works. I'll die!!!
Bt, think about this.. Singpore's Industries is moving towards computerisationa and more on business. Well, it means I'M OUT OF JOB!!
Friendship?? Haha, i guess i'm getting a little problems on this issue...
So, ain't I nothing but useless??
posted by HeNG at 10:57 PM
2 Comments:
You are not useless. But if you think you are, then you are.
Things can be picked up and learned de.
Brighten up urself!! =)
well, if u think u are useless, then u are....u know why?? because...if u think u are useless, u will do things that will make ppl think u are useless...why do u do things that make yourself useless?? thats because u will feel that its no point doing things that make yourself not useless...get it?? and ya i tell u, u are not useless!!!! every human beings, every plants and every animals are useful on earth...dont ever think yourself as a useless chap.....well, getting scolded during work is normal....its a competitive society, superiors always want to get the better or best results therefore they will push their employees and scold them just to make them work harder...true that they should not scold too much...but this is reality....getting scolded is nothing.....the working society is much more evil than u think it is....u will know when u really experience it or when u get a perm job
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