Well, just parted her for only two weeks and i just start to think of her again. People (my bros) have started asking me whether i would wait for her or find a new girl... (Till now, i still don't know)
What i can think of for me to wait for her is because (1) I think she would probably be the only girl who understand deep inside out, ie how i think, react and behave. (2) She is the only one who,m i feel comfortable with. (3) She the only girl whom i personally think that can handle me well. (4) She is the only one whom i can confidently left alone at times, yet won't threw any temper on me because of that. (5) She is the only one whom can help me in many areas of my life (she understand what i mean, ie she can be my diary, secretary, girlfriend, soul-confide partner, movie companies..)
How i wish i have made her stay behind nine months ago, then things like this would never even occur...
I feel like calling her up adn talk to her. But, i'm so afriad that i might disturb her. I want her to do her best in her studies, yet want to listen to her voices, if not see her messages..
Haiz... How i wish time would turn backwards and let me decide again...