If

If i were not in the secondary school that i were in and if i did not choose to go to a Junior College, what would i be today?

If i gave up the certain things in life and persist on others, who would i be today?

If i had made decision fast and swift, where would i be today?

If, if i , if i could, if possible. This is the word that do cause uncertainty to life. How nice would it be if there is not if.


I have heard enough of people coming to me and start to regret the decision they made some days ago and sitting there just crying over a spilled a milk, i do sympathize them for i have been to such situations too. But, besides sitting there crying and re-anacting the stupid mistake, can we do something about it? It is good to remember and keep the incident deep in the heart, but, can we not let the whole incident become a blockage? Sound alittle tough, but it takes just the mind to do the small change.

So Xingz's theory of smiley has failed to let you smile and be happy for the day? So did you wholeheartedly smile ? Or smile for the sake of smiling?

Sounds a little 'loop-sided', but hey, i'm normal guy! Yes, people keep telling me to find girls, find a girlfriend. Yes, but for what purpose , may i know that? To trap my time and freedom? I don't mind looking around, but i would definitely mind going into one. Reasons? I don;t have to strength to commit such thing, and i think i am not matured enough to handle these. The past two examples are the supporting evidences. I'm a guy of extreme ideas and weird thinking, no point focring a girl to suffer (amyway, i think most of the girls are not willing to do that lor). In a nutshell, nobody would want such a guy like me fullstop

Ok, i'm tired and i'm sick liao...
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