It is all over

So much so for instilling so much hopes to me, now that it is all gone in a split second. My heart feels so hurted so hurted. It seems to be poked by thousands of knives, sliced into thin slices. Really so painful so painful. Out of a sudden, the world, oops, i mean the future seems to have disappeared. Where is it? So what i got to do?

Many people expected me to break down and cry, but i din't. I don't know why. I don't feel sad at all, no even the slightest of saddness flows in me. I don't understand.

Maybe this is what we called being through too much in the crule and appalling society. This is the wonderful results of this care-less society - me being a no emotion, no feeling, no anything..

Haha...