Life is really too fragile, thou there are ups and downs

Today was nearly being marked as a day that i cried (Hey, did i say the word 'really'?).
I really cannot imagine that within 48hours, things would change so drastically. Within these 48hours, I have lose yet another colleague in the name of traffic accident. He has left behind, sadly, a wife and 2 children (8 and 10 yrs old respectively). I stoned for the whole morning upon hearing the news when i stepped into the office. My mind went blank, till now no words could actually describe the real feeling in me. Life is so unkind. It just took away a good man, of whom, of good heart, wanted to spend more time with his family by taking them for a holiday. Just like that, he creeps out of the world quietly, leaving his loved ones in agony and tears. So are we just waiting for this moment to come? I know i should be brave in this issue, but look at the weeping widow and innocent child, look at them, would you still tell me the same piece of advice? I really don't know what i can really do now, but to do what my seniors have said - contribute some money for them, for at leat can ease some burden off the pitiful widow.

But what holds me back from crying was an old friend, of whom i have not seen since Sec 4. Yes, so good that he still remember me. Lucky.

Overall, i would call today mourning monday.
Maybe this would serve yet another important lesson - time is really very precious and life is really full of uncertainites.

I'm really very sad.