A mental relaxation period

As i have mentioned in my previous few posts - i would probably need a break be it physical or mental. So, i managed to have one last night.

Once again, i went Double O last night ( i sound bad and naughty, be i believe this is one of the few miserable ways that i could think of. For if i wanna to play tennis to vetn out all the stress, i would nee to book a court, ask a few good buddies along. But, i'm only free at night daily. Then if i want to go for a bowl or so, i would need to move my lazy butt out of Yishun and go YCK {One of cheapest alley}.)

Maybe due to me went there for qutie a few time already, so i wasn't enjoying that much last night. The music wasn't as exciting as other nights, i think. But, afterall, i still managed to let my hair down and have some fun.

For the past week, i'm actually not unerstanding what the heck i was doing at all. There was no rational behind the things i did, or i should say, i'm actually not knowing what i'm doing at all. Busy. I only managed to bring my exhausted body back home at 10plus every night. And started burning midnight oil till 1am and turn in. Follow by dragging my tired ass out of the house at 6am in the morning. Suddenly, it seems so dull so dull.

Talking about dull, my good buddy cum bunkmate told me that he found life to be a little dull, as he discovered that most people have tried making senseless and commitment-less comments at times. People are not honest in some ways and not true to each other at some instant, which i must say i sort of agree to it. Sad, yet true to many. Well, cannot push the blames to anyone, but to the way we are brought up, the social values we are inculcate with and the influence of medias, perhaps. (There is no right or wring here. So there is no point agrueing with me till your face turn green.) And humans tends to protect themselves nautrally, so they would tend to conceal themselves. : (

I think i'm turning old. Too old to be involved in many things that i used to be in, to understand the thinking of many youngster(informal) lately. So how i don't understand the goodness of being a punk or hooligan. What is so good to go round and act as =one of those jail-bird wanna-be. Can't the children of these days spare a thought for themselves, if not for their parents. Simply don't quite get the rational behind their stupidity.

So just two weeks or so, Chinese New Year will come and the period of the joyous season will start. So that is it. But... I have yet to do a lot things. Like buying of new clothes and even sending out if greeting cards (so what the heck am i doing lately??). Oh dear...

Yes, i think i'm tired once again. Old can be the word to answer the question WHY!
Pray hard..
Somehow, i feel like seeing a couple of good buddies and the new friend at this moment. Weird feeling and thinking, i tell you why. But, perhaps next time..

So today is a wonderful day after all, for i managed to go for a run an hour ago. Though the stamina has drop, i'm still so satisfied for i managed to go for run.. Well, the feeling is once again that great (my buddy would know why..)

Anyway, so i think i would end today's post like this..
But i would like to post a question to each and every other who would stop by here and read..
How would you describe yourself and the way of your living now? Are you happy with what you are doing now? Funny question, i believe. Hard to answer, i guess. : )