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very fast. Tonight, i'll will be back to army. So sad..

Well when would i ORD le??

These few days i enjoyed very much, in the sense that, i'm able to be with my very good buddy for the whole day. Slacking, eating and playing.. well, what can i ask for le?

Well, nothing to say liao.

Sad

Wow.. time flies when you enjoy... Just another two more nights, i'll say HELLO ARMY..
When would i be able to end such a hectic and pathetic life le?? Haiz, when can i start to live the life of my very own le??

Well, going out to play again later. Well, trying to live the CV life as wonderful as possible before going back to the routine life.... Haha.. Nothing much to say lor.. haha


Nights

Tiredness but fun

Haha, just came from two gatherings... One with JC mates and the other with BMT mates..
Suddenly feel so happy that they haven't forget me...

Went around many places with the former groups. Ate breakfast at Chinatown then went all the way towards Esplanade and to Suntec City, well, all the way by foot. From as early as 8am to noontime. shop around for MP3 players, but didn't purchase any... Played along the way, made a lot of fun and laughters..

Then went to meet the latter group at Somerset MRT station, was late for the gathering, yet my best old buddy is later than me (no wonder we became buddies). Went around centrepoint for quite a while then took bus to suntec city(well 2nd time). Reached there, yet finished, we went around the place before settling down for a lunch at 3.30pm (well, my buddy thinks that that is tea-break. Heavy tea-break, i think). Jalan around Carrefour... Then went home...





Anyway, the day ended fast.. Though tired, still feel fun and happy.. Lokking forward for such gathering again.

Busy

Soon, well just three more days, i'll say bye bye to freedom and hello to army life. Time passes very fast if you are enjoying it well.. Haiz...

Well, nothing much to say at all. Just wondering this year, how many christmas card must i give out. I went to estimate last night. It's more than what i had given out last year. Last year, it was a total of 19cards. This year is even more... BUt, somehow or rather, i feel so happy to give out so many cards, to me, i guess, the more the merrier. soon, i may meet my targets of giving out 100hundreds piece of christmas cards. Wow, that's alot sia.

Haha, okie la, actually nothing to say. Just hope to ORD soon, which is still A LONG LONG WAY TO GO.

Friends???

Last night, went to chat with some of my old friends, start to ponder about friendship and relationship. Well, to many, these issues are small but, to me, i always think of them.

Had two failed relationship, start to exit from the whole of BGR totally. But, just can't at all. Why? If don't find girlfriend in matter of time.. People who start to think that you aren't straight, haiz.. Gossips and gossips, till your whole reputations are down the drain.. But, the truth is that, in this modern society, BGR is not the priority at all, or perhaps, it's already out of my mind liao... But, due to the stress given by family and peers, i still have to say that i'm looking for girls.. Sounds pathetic, isn't it..

Well, as for friendship, manage to have only 4 stable friends that had stormed through various weather. Yet, no bosom. Haiz.. Don't understand why, people in this fast-paced and competitive society can forgo friendship so easily... For me, i have 1 failed frienship till now i still can't forgive the person at all..

Haiz.. perhaps i should report back to work sooner, or else i may starts to think why must moon be round and such nonsense questions..

Starts to enter a period of cilivian life

Well, finally being given a week of block leave. Exit from the long army life back to sweet and wonderful cilivian life.

Haha, always wonder why people would like to write such things on the net. Now, at this moment, i know the reason why...

Maybe not used to be given so much free time or really have nothing better to do, i have been wondering what i really want in life. For the real whole 18 years, what am i doing? Is that what i want or am i living for the sake of living. I don't know.

Starts to think that i register for the wrong course for my uni studies. Do i really want to trap myself as a teacher forever? Yes, my passion is Physics, but somehow otr rather(maybe thanks to army), my love for it is lost... So really don't quite understand myself.

Just now, went to browse through friendster, well, starts to ponder about this stupid question:" Describe yourself." Haha, starts to think of this question. Who am i? What am i?

I always try to hope to live the life to the fullest, but, somehow or rather, this place don't allow me to do that. Trying to make more friends, but, people don't really have good impression of me.. Trying to be friendly but somehow noone appreciate it. Haiz.. Life is so strange..

Starts to wonder, who decides who to make friends and who to despise. Somehow or rather, there seems to have a trends and rules of making friends and being friendly.. Why? I also don't know..

Maybe i really have nothing better to do or think too much ba..