well, though 2months.. yet to be century!

Well, never see X for so long, finally got to meet up together on Saturday.. So touched that X still remembers me..

well, time seems to fly very the fast...(oops Singlish is used here. -1)
Without any much noticing, well, i have known X for 9 months... Well, NINE months, can't say that it's long... But, can't says that it's short either... (well, grammar error. -1)

Well, we went round th whole of Orchard, just to buy our NEW YEAR CLOTHING! Haha, from morning eleven to late evening 7pm! HAha, though tired, but bought a lot! Really a lot! Haha...

Well, due to time constraint that day... Er.. we decided to shop more this coming week.. Maybe, explore on the central hor.. I think!

Haiz.. Time flies...

Seems to be a nightmare for me

Haha, like what i say for the title.

I having a rest period for BGR this moment! And something unexpected happened five days ago..

I told my closest buddy that i have broken off with my girl last month! (well, i told him all my problems and things, he is like my diary and brain lor...) He comforted me.( i like to be with him, he treated me very well, makes me feel that i'm right to choose him to be buddy)

Well, however, maybe due to me keep sending the wrong infor to him, he thought that i could be his partner, love relationship partner.. He even confessed to me. Well, quite shocked/ amazed/ respect his bravery and actions!

Till now, i yet to know how to bring across to him. Told him to give up once, yet he said that he wouldn't mind, willing to wait. Er.... Don't know how to tell him off anymore.

I don't bear to lose such a good and close buddy, yet cannot accept his love. I also don't know what to do next...

Guess, i have to practise on my skills of communication. This is the 2nd time guys doing such things on me! Haha...

Well, why be a human?

Haha, Stupid title.. No choice.. This is because i think that it's very hard to be human, well, a man, to be very specified!

What are the roles of being a male creature that is called man? Well, be a son? Be a soldier? Be a lover? Be a husband? Be a father? Be a friend? Be strong? Be less emotional? be able to support family? Well, that sound to be alot, isn't it? But, how many can a normal human being fulfil? Haha, nobody know!

Well, just only relationship. It is a big issue by itself. Nobody can says that he is master of this issue. Day in day out, there are many complicated and pricky things in each relationship. Being a boyfriend, no matter how tired you are.. You have to spend some time of yours to your partner, listen to her stories.(Well, i called them stories because of simple reasons. She would tell you who she quarrelled, who she had broken off friendship with, who is jealous of her, who she is jealous of.. Some minute things, she would also want to tell you.) well, if you refused to listen to her stories, well, good luck then!
On the other hand, you cannot tell her your problems? Reason being? She can't understand much why you are troubled? Take for example, me and my ex-partner. She can't seems to understand why i being bother so much by Army stuffs. Why am i so fussed about money?
Well, so you cannot tell her your thoughts, but she can tell you yours...

Worst of all, when you are so fed up with things around you, she still come and quarrel with, disturb you. Yet you cannot say anything, but let her wins and carry on her way.. Well, that's saddening!(if this word exists)


Why must be a human?

Will be a long yet painful days to spend

Well, initially thought that i would feel happy to be post to HQ. But, as time goes, i don't why i feel so sad.

Maybe because i missed my die-hard buddies, YL KY LE LC MK DC JH S JH CC XX YH, haiz... Well, sometimes i think, if i can be in HQ and still be with them. I don't mind anything else.... Well, think too much liao..

Sad day

If i can't love you,
would there be anything else to make me heartache?
Upon thinking of you,
it starts to rain.
Every night is a torture,
tears are my only company.
It's you...
Oh, it's you.
Making me feeling so helpless.

Can you bear to let my love goes in vain?
whatever i have done/ contributed can't be reverted back.
Can you bear to let my tears rolls in vain?
Things will be like in the tides,
forever gone.

Closing both my eyes,
thinking of the time i had with you.
Holding my tears,
keep in my heart.
Soon becoming sick.

Can you bear to let my love goes in vain?
Whatever i have contributed can't be reverted back.
Can you let my tears rolls in vain?
Things will be like in the tides,
forever gone.


Well, that is to mark an end of a chapter in my book. It's been there for about a year. Well, finally, the chapter ended. Well, though it's a like pity. But, what to do?

Re: Red Dragonfly

Well, today is a long good saturday for me to rest. Yet i'm forced to go out by friends, sad is it??

Well, my mind starts to roll again...
Many many years ago, people said that for land there are earthquakes, volcano eruptions, landslides, droughts.
Today, some people / most have witness that for water, there are tsunamis, cyclone, typhoon and floods.
Well, will there be aything that will happen in relation to air???


well, i don't know le... Still wondering, since water can start to fly.. Well, can sky starts to fall??

Re: Well, still got yet another 508days to go but think of 32days later!

Well, from a soldier who have gone from various tough and tedious training to now being an office Spec, i'm still not quite used to it. Well, maybe because the post i'm holding now is an office job, unlikw what i did for the past 9months, run and run and run.
Well, just hope that this 8 to 6 job will remain as it is till 508days later..


Well, guess what! Lunar Chinese new year is just a month away. But.. The feeling or the mood of celebration isn't there? Yes, the shops and shopping malls are now trying to play the new songs or even decorate their shops to make it appealing. But, yet the mood isn't there. I wondering if this only happen in Singapore!!

Well, i can't compare much to other countries. I can only compare SIngapore to Thailand, well i was there last month.
In Thailand, the feelinf for christmas was there. You can sense it easily, the employees danced in the red suit. Big christmas trees are all around the places, well, thought there were't any Xmas songs, but, so what?? The mood was there.
But, back in singapore.... Erm.. YOu all see it for yourself.

Well, if this goes on.. Sooner or later Lunar Cinese New Year may be like a festive season as like vesak day or even any normnal weekend. Sigh...

Thinking further, i still have another 508days more to my yellow ribbon/ pink ic/ freedom/ youth/ whatsoever. Well, that is a long way to go.... When it comes??

well, it's a sunday

Well, today is the most dreaded day i faced for the year 2005. This is mainly due to the weeping the sky have had for the whole of today. Due it's long crying session, i didn't have to chance to go out and play my basketball and tennis games.

Well, school reopening soon for many, but, i still have to wait for 16odd months before i can study again. Sigh.. Well, what can i say??

Talked to my 6th brother(my god-bro) for quite some time just now, he seems to be nervous about school reopening. He is quite dishearted about his new class and simply afraid of teachers.Why so dishearted? Well, that's the secret between he and me. Well, Haha, my toic for the day-- my dreams to become a teacher!

Well, it can be said that it is childhood dreams to be a teacher. And it can be said that till now, i yearn to be a teacher. Many people thinks that i'm a fool, cause they said that given my capabilities, i can be more than that. Well, i beg to difer. I love to share knowledges, love to enligthen people, love to talk, love to play. Well, maybe because of these, i think i love teaching.
But, now the determination of it is starting to sway...

Well, again, talk too much.. Don't understand why i'm so able to talk so much..

Time to sleep now... Buona Notte!!!

new year

well, just came back from the nation countdown 2005 at siloso beach. Well, there is only a word to describe the party-- disappointing. There isn't any foam party. The actual performances lasted for only an hour. The whole performances are just merely singing. Well, maybe it's only my point of view, i think the party shouldn't be artisits coming out to sing. There should be performances like Orchestra palying, magic show or maybe drama. Worst still, there were only 20 artists performing last night. What's worst-- one ticket for $20, but drinks are sold seperately. So if you were thirsty, $3 for a cup of mineral water, trust me, it's less than 500ml.

Well, forget about the party, i won't want to join or attend such anymore.. I think i'll organise it. Better, cheaper and maybe nicer.


Well, today is a brand new day in a brand year. Let's hope this year woldn't be a tough one to live through. No more SARS, natural disasters, bird flu, malaria or whatsoever that will affect the humankind or economy. Heal the world, make it a better place, for you and for me and the entire human race.....