Cease transmission for 3 months

To all 'fans' of Red Dragonfly:


Thanks for being with me for so many months and showing your patience by reading so much rubbish coming from me. Well, good things will come to an end one day. And today, will mark the temporary ceasing of transmission for this blog.

Due to unforeseen problems faced, i have no choice but to cease temporary. This blog will be back in action in November and hopefully by then, Red Dragonfly will fly high and fly with more power, strength and with more dreams.

Thank you for your kind undrstanding and patience to look forward to this day 1st Nov.


And to all buddies and friends,

Thank you for your listening ears and for spending your precious time to read my rubbish and my non-sense for past months.
Thanks.


Deeply regards,
Red Dragonfly
(When marbles which i used to have are decreasing in quantities and problems are arising daily, i know i have to grow up and force to grow up.)

Who would really understand how i feel now??

I

I feel so good

It always feel so good to go out with few good friends or brothers to shop, eat or even have a small chat.

Today, i went to met up with one of my BMT mates at Far East Plaza, Orchard. It was not a good start out for me, as i alighted at the wrong station, it took me qutie some time to find or even to locate the place.

Upon met up, we went in to hunt for new shoes and, of course, clothing. To be honest, i was shocked to find that the Great Singapore Sale was still on till tomorrow. (Throughout my jorney, my legs were wobbling, thanks to the 10km run i had yesterday morning. Nonetheless, it felt wonderful and proud to finish the 10km non-stop.)

After hours of window roaming, we did not manage to hunt any good stuff we wanted. So we decided to switch next venue.

Took our dinner at S11, Cuppage. After that, we went to Borders. Should say that my 'bad' habit kicked up again? I rushed to the CD section to hunt down 2 composers - Scott Joplin and J. Offenbach. Thanks heaven, i manage to found the rare collections and bought them wothout thinking.

Soon, after being satisfied by the trip to Border, we went to Terrence, Orchard, for a drink.

With that, it was 11pm, and we headed home.


To conclude, it feels good to go out with pals, friends or brothers...

Seems like a typical week

Nowadays, maybe due to my irregular working hours and tution jobs, i start to find that i'm like a zombie living for the sake of living. It is just like an empty shell with a little decoration on the outside, so as to attract people to see me, and nothing more than that.

I have declared and swore that i should and would make full use fo my time to improve and upgrade myself, also to find back the real me. But, it looks like I have failed my mission, goal and future stakes.

Yes, i told myself to study and to prepare myself hard for my entrance to Uni next year. But, it seems that i have lost my power and energy to push on, as for now. It seems to me that it is mainly due to my irregular hours of study and ill-discipline of learning schedule. I think i should really sit down one of these days just to review my whole schedule and timetable.

Next, to earn more bucks. Haha, it seems to me that i'm doing it in the negative way. (If you know what i mean) Sigh!!


Then now, everyday seems to lifeless to me. Every action and step can be predicted with 90% accuracy. No surprizes no nothing at all..

When?

When i'm dumber than others, i must make it up with time.

Many people have asked me when did i take up so many course at one go? Why must i be so hardworking now, where i should slack for the last 11 months beofre i re-eneter the life of being a student, oops, i mean Uni student.

My answer>>
Well, becasue i'm dumber than others and slower learners than others, i would have to make it up with time. A RJC student can use on;y 2 hours to study before he goes into the exam hall, because i'm not as intelligent as him, i have to make it up with time. I will have to use 4hours or more to study what he would study for the same exam.
So bring this concept to now, because i'm dumber than others, i should not wia till i enter uni then starts to study hard, i have to start now so as to be at the same pace as others by next year.

Well, don't laugh at me, i know i'm dumb, but i'm trying to make it up with time.

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Oh well, yesterday evening managed to go out and have a nice dinner with Mei, Xiang, Min, D , S and J.

We went Chinatown to consume our dinner there.

I start to realise one thing -> Chinatown is actually a good place to be in, esp now where they have implemented Night life @chinatown.

Well, everything went quite smoothly and fine.

Spent some sum of money and only got to reach home at about 12.30am.

To conclude, life is always fun to be in a gang of company.

Well, suddenly so busy

I not sure if i'm busy with something or something to busy about. BUt, it seems to me that i had not have too much of time to slack and update here for the past 1 week. So where the hell did i go again this time, you may want to ask.

Well, nothing too serious, neither bad.
Just busy to construct and realsie my further, my dreams and my vision. Talking rubbish, ain't i? (you may think)

But, honestly, i'm doing that now. To make sure my life is not in waste in this remaining 1 year of boring office work.

You may call me stupid or foolish or even a person who has nothing better to do than this. Well, yes. I really had nothing better to do before this, but, i've find it better than anyhting else.

As least, i secured my future and is an period of uncerrtainty anymore. I know what i want and what it takes to realise what i want.


Bless me or keep silence about it.

2 gatherings in 1 day with four missions

Sounds like i'm doing something that is of serious matter?
Nah, i'm not that great at all. (Well, i'm just an ordinary fat idiot, haha!)

Well, supposedly i should wake at about 9am in the morning, but i somehow or rather overshot the designated timing by half an hour. Without much delay, i simply rush around just to leave the house on time and reach my student house on time. (Another day of tuition..)

My watch strike 12.30pm, i dashed out from the house and headed straight to another gathering. (Seems busy, but i like it. For at least, i need not to be given too much free time to let my mind run wild.)

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Well, after the lunch, i went home to take a break and dressed up again to meet another group of friends for dinner. Well, i should say it is a blessing for me to know that there are still people out there remembering who am i.

Then comes a friend of mine who was very troubled woth her personal matters, usually people who console her. But, instead, i gave her a hard lecture. (She may hate me for that, so be it. But, as long as she can wake up from the problem, i'll be happy for her.)

With that, i ended my day.

A boring yet tiring day

Today is my off day. (haha..)

But!

I did not plan anything for today. (sob sob!!!)

So woke up early in the morning, I literally sit there and watch TV, doing nothing.. (Cannot take it, doing nothing can be annoying)

Good thing -> went to meet Sumi for breakfast. Haha, went to eat one big bowl of Laska and a big bowl of ICE KACHANG (durian). Well, i think it must be me not eating spicy food and large quantities of food for a long time. Just these two things, i'm full like anything, Refused to move around and eat dinner or what..

After the lunch, both of us went to Town areas to shop shop... But, never buy anything. Except for the food (Jackson know what is it).

Well, parted with Sumi for three hours before i see him, together with Jackson again on the basketball court.

I don't know about the both of them, but i sweated out alot for just the twop hours of matches. (Well, my skills still remains sucky, i should say)

Time for home sweet home, and tada.. I'm here to update my blogs (Someone would know why i would laugh out loud at this sentence).


Well, later would meet alot of people, good thing.

Meanwhile, i think i should go and sleep sia.. or else tomorrow like panda. Wahaha!

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I'm still looking for him. BUt, still got no news.
I tried to contact all my primary schools mates to reach him indirectly, but still no news yet.
Haiz.. How long more wuld i have to wait before i'm able to hear from him or even to see him. Just a small glance and i'll be more than satisfied.

just 1 more week

When troubles are getting out of hand,
and all your toys that you played during childhood are reducing in quantities,
i knew deep down in my heart that i'm growing up slowly.
Red Dragonfly, will vanished in front of my sight in the matter of time.

And I just missed him so much..

DO NOT GET MISTAKEN BY THE TITLE!

Somehow or rather, i just missed him so badly. Although we don't contact each other ever since Secondary 3, somehow or rather, i still miss him every now and then.


I have been in the same class as him since Pre-School Year 1 all the way till Primary 6. But, only got to the status of BEST BUDDIES at about Primary 5, the bonds between the both of us improved greatly especially during the Scool Camp. We go to school together, sit together during lessons, lunch and anything other events, we do homework together, etc..


He is like a brother to me, or to be precise, a good pal to me. Well, we have never fought against each other or quarrel at all.

But, due to the differences in our PSLE results, we went separate ways from there. From then on, i did not hear from him anymore.

I tried all ways, write letters to his house, call him and spread the news that i'm looking for him. BUt, to no avail.

Well, hate such feelings...

Now, i missed him again.




Haiz...

Haha, a quarter of the course is done

Today went to take the test for my chapter 1 and 2 of my course.
Well, it was about an hour or so.
Good thing, i passed both of the test, 14/16 and 17/19.
I'm not sure if it is the papers being easy or whatsoever, but, i'm glad that i've yet to forget about how to study. Phew!

Till now, i seems to be still at a cross junction. (Look at my previous post, and you will know what the i'm talking about!)

It seems to me that weekdays and weekends are the same to me, as for now. Forever busy and occupied by works and stuffs like that. WHEN WOULD I BE ABLE TO SLACK, LITERALLY SLACK WITHOUT THINKING OR DOING AYTHING. I don't know... So sad!

Good thing to see july, cos it means i'm nearer to get my yellow ribbon! Haha!

Should i invest or not?

Oh well, i'm again at the cross junction.
A junction that i have not seen or known of before..
For the 1st time, i'm actually thinking of venturing in the area of business
But, in order to start the 1st step, i must fork out $1112 before i'm in the next level of the game.
It is not that i don't believe this business won't work,
but, it is that initial cost that is seriously hindering me.

And according to the mini survey that i did, 90% of the people won't wish to invest so much money at the present stage of life. Ok, even they don't want to enter this, they won't even want to invest at least $332 per three months to buy the products.
Reasons? You see the cost of the product you would know.. Who on jupiter would really want to spend some money to buy things that they may see not so much of importance to their lives.


I do belive that the products are good and the business can be done. But, it is like how to? My surrounding gang of brothers are not seeing the benfits at all. They are turned away by the costing .

So what's next?

Busy

Many people might wondered where the hell did i go for the whole of this week, how come i did not post anything on the blog for the whole of this week..

Well, do allow me to explain my plan for the whole of this week and then you would be enlightened...

Monday -> As usual, knocked off at about 6++, and felt very depressed that day. Reason? Oh well, out of so many people posted in, none of then were being posted into my office. (That's not the main point) After work, i rused imemediately for my physics lesson. Oh well, that course is meant for undergraduates student.

Tuesday -> The uncle selling Fried Chicken refused to go home on time, thus making me to have to wait for him. Evil uncle...

Wednesday -> Went for my routine tuition lessons till 11pm.

Thursday -> Went to chill out in business talks and seminar. Still deciding whether to invest or not.. The business sounds cool but disbelieving. Wonderful but hard to attract people. Easy money but expensive starting step. Reached home at about 1am..

Friday -> Came back a few minutes ago, thanks to 1st Jul ceremony. (Guys would know what is this!!)

Haha, i can't imagine i'm able to survive the whole of this week sia....