Monday, May 30, 2005

No topic

Basically, just happen to have a little free time, so decided to come in the vandalise this area.. Nothing much of the day, juts have a penny of thoughts..

Weekend - Er.. I mean last weekends seems so short so short. I did not do anything fruitful and yet it passed so fast. They said that time and tides waits for no man, i think it is true. Well, anyway, just think that life is a little to rigid now. I guess it will be that rigid for the next 366days or rather 290 working days. Finally, i can get to countdown to yellow ribbon day. (Nothing can describe the sense of exhilration and eagerness to do that!) Ok, bite my teeth through, keep my finger cross, believe in miracles and wait for yellow ribbon.


Myself - Suddenly i think my physical appeareances seems to be a little unrefined or what we commonly describe - ugly! Time to change to style and look, i think! Where to start? (how i know?) Maybe start for slimming part ba, at least this seems to be easier. Dieting? Exercising? Any quicker way to do that? I hope i can find! Next, will be the clothing. Maybe should adapt to formal causal instead of causal and extremely casual. After that?


Relationship - Hey hey tongues will wacked!! Anyway, i'm talking about friendship here (who on earth would want a guy like me? Haha.. Ugly and unromantic!!). Seems to have lost touch with some friends like Law, KY, Suresh, MK, XX... When would i have the time to see them or even dated them out le? Jul or even Aug? Too far for me to predict.. My diary is going to explode soon..


Career - Haha, this is tricky!!

Well, i think i should go and sleep.

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Do You Know?

(1) By taking the length from your waist to feet to divide yopur height, then answer will be 1.618?

(2) The number of male bees to the number of female bess in a beehive is 1: 1.618?

Sunday, May 29, 2005

That's life, i guess!

I think i can summarise the meaning of living into the following short stance.

In life, there are ups and down. There would be alot of obstacles in the path, you will be require to clear them all by yourself. In life, if it is smooth sailing, no trouble, no anything, then, there would not be any fun either. Cos fun are suppose to be in the ups of life.. So, learn the enjoy what the life got for and unleash all the potential in you when comes to clearing of your own obstacles... The primary reason of living is for sake of living. But, the secondary reason is -> For you to find out why and for me to understand.

There would be a lot of people entering and exit your life, just like a drama. Life is like a drama, so they say and i agree too. Capables, hopeless, talented, lazy, gifted, not so clever... Many people of different backgrounds and walks of life will come and go. Some of them will enlighten you, some will make you depress, some will make you honour, some will make you feel useless and insignificant.. So what? You live because you are here, not because of them or what so ever, you live for yourself and yourself. It is good to know them what not good to compare with them too much! As comparison erupt jealousy and depression. You think this way, so will they!

Your true love is out there, just waiting for matchmaker to pull the red string, so they often advised. But, fate lies in oyur hand. You don't initiate anything, there will be nothing happening. So don't sit there and enjoy eating popcorns (you are not watching a show!!) go for your love ones. Be brav and be fiem in oyur stand!

Money one of the issues in which we will often obessess in. But, if you take yourselfaway from $$$$$, then there might no problems at all for ou to be troubled with. In the end, there is nothing for you to trouble with. Your life will be too a smooth sailing one, then there won't be any fun at all. So be contented that money is still a disturbing issue, for at least it keeps your mind moving!!


Maybe you would agree, maybe you won't(So be it). Like what i say, this is my way of re-defining life after so many incidents (her, my career, my thinking, dear dear, JT and so on). The

A long day? Should be a tiring day instead!!

Sometimes it is amazing that the stamina of a woman is much more better than man. (Well, guys don't start nagging at me first, let me finish my piece first.) Oh well, when it comes to shopping, it is so amazing that women can shop for hours and hours without saying want to die!! BUt, when men are out for shopping, 2 hours would be the maximum for us. (Haha!)
My SCB called me out for shopping yesterday, in commemoration of Great Singapore Sale. So we met up at Somerset MRT Station at about noontime. We walked up and down the streets of Orchard, hunting for Mens' Wears. I can only sigh and say that the fashion for Mens' Wear is not as attracting as compared to the Female industries.

Finally, i saw a nice shirt at Heeren - 77th Street. The cashier said that she would give me $8 discount if i'm the member of the shop, the membership fees is $12 per annum. I think must be solely due my dear dear influence (as my dear dear signed up for the membership three months ago, and was 'scolded by me') i actually signed up for the membership. (Oh gosh! Since whne i'm so like that too??)

Our shopping spree ended at about 6pm, my whole body ached like it has never ached so much before. ..

Well, tell you one more thing --- Yesterday on the streets of Orchard, there was a Singapore Street Festival, so in commemoration of that, there was a free flow of coke supply!!

Haha....

Friday, May 27, 2005

Well, never do this

Have a nice chat with my xiao peng you just now..
Both of us came up with the following theories in life that we should not after we achieved the goals that we setted initially.


Theory 1

Goal to achieve: To lose 10kg of weight
Don't reward yourself by: Eating a big feast after the goal being reached.

Theory 2
Goal to achieve: To save at least $500
Don't reward yourself by: Buying a MP3 player, which cost $600


Theory 3
Goal to ahcieve: To quit smoking
Don't reward yourself by: Buying a pack of cigarette


So these are some of the thoeries that i think we should often follow.. Haha

Actually...

Just for a laugh. Haha..

Thursday, May 26, 2005

It is all over

So much so for instilling so much hopes to me, now that it is all gone in a split second. My heart feels so hurted so hurted. It seems to be poked by thousands of knives, sliced into thin slices. Really so painful so painful. Out of a sudden, the world, oops, i mean the future seems to have disappeared. Where is it? So what i got to do?

Many people expected me to break down and cry, but i din't. I don't know why. I don't feel sad at all, no even the slightest of saddness flows in me. I don't understand.

Maybe this is what we called being through too much in the crule and appalling society. This is the wonderful results of this care-less society - me being a no emotion, no feeling, no anything..

Haha...

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Just for a laugh..

Well, this was given to me by my xiao peng you, hopefully brighten up your day sia!!


Man:" Doctor, i want to live longer. ANy way to do that?"
Doctor:" You smoke?"
Man:" No!"
Doctor:" You drink?"
Man:" No?"
Doctor:" You gamble?"
Man:" No"
Doctor:" Then you want to live longer for what?"


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There is still 1 more, but since it is a little M18, so cannot be displayed here. Too bad!!

My day

1.57pm

Sitting all alone in the office where all the other people are still away for their lunch outside in Sembawang Shopping Centre, my mind can't help but run wild again.. How long will this carry on? How often i wish times flies off 1 year from now.

Many things just ran into my mind as if thousand of wasps flew towards me, so many and irritating. "Relax, don't think too much. No matter how much you think, the problems won't disappear like that. The more you think, the more unhappy you are. Relax, let your brain rest and don't brood over so many unhappy issues." Familiar clinque? Haha, the one i always used to advise others when they have the feelings as me now. Well, cannot used ot on myself. So sad!

Ever since i graduated from JC and stepped into the working society, many things have changed. My ideal world has shattered so many times till i've lost count into it. I have been through a few stroms, which others might think are nothing as compared to theirs. Seen many people who are more talented than me, and perharps, more intelligent and diligent than me. Suddenly, i felt so small so small, all my prides and diginity are all gone, but by bit..

So when would such feelings go away forever? "Aiya, why think so much? There are so many purposes in life. Enjoy!" Sounds familiar once again; this is what people often told me off when they hear from me. But, these words are no longer effective to a person who dived too much into human heart pyschology.

I felt so trapped so trapped in a sticky big messy cobwebs...


2.34pm

Bread and passion. Which is more important?


3.00pm

The weather now is just so nice to describe my feeling - raining cats and dogs.
Thick dark clouds covering my sun, the path lies aheaqd of me is so blurred and full of uncertainties. Despondent is the word to sum up my feeling for my future.


3.30pm

Wondering when would the actual rainbow appeared in my life? When would be the day where the rainbows and sun the only things to greet me??

3.56pm

Still raining. Sigh! Rainbow, when are you coming out??

4.33pm

Well, i think i must start to think positively.. Maybe that is what the fate is trying to test me. See if i can pass this test and go to the next level.

5.21pm

Well, dying to book out, to go hom and knock out. Better this way, isn't it??


0800pm

Sitting in front of the com and write out such things...

Monday, May 23, 2005

Call it nameless if you want

Erm. basically nothing to say for today.
Just a little tired and having a mild headache..
Feeling alittle unwanted to return back to the 'wonderful camp'.
I really don't know how to face the camp again.

Well, yesterday evening got a SMS from my dear dear, asked me out last night, but i was too tired to that. So i rejected the outing, but, felt so happy even i cannot see my dear dear. Still remember i last saw my dear dear was in the month of Mar. Wow, two months liao!!

Time really passed very fast. But at times, the things that time left behind for me are so unexpected and unwanted, brought nothing but sadness. If only there is nothing call sadness.. If only!! (I'm starting to drooze off to dreamland again!!)
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Lately i have been going around to create troubles to people, really must apologize.. Now i'm better, cos finally i know a way to convey my problems to my dear dear liao.. Haha.. My dear dear finally understand what the i'm doing, fianlly got my dear dear sms last night, refer to above!!

To people:

Thanks for your listening ear, now i have sorted through all thoughts, i'm ok and ready to take on more. The rainy days of mine are gone, now i see rainbow and a sun, so high so high up in the sky. Waving his hand and throwing his beams of rays down to me, making me grow and germinate -germinate to be a better person. Hopefully, one of these days i will come into good use in the society, unlike like the present situation...

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Haiz.. Mind is running wild again..

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The last school bell (intro 2)

She was hiding in one corner of the room, looking out of the window, looking at the street of Danube. Physically there, but thoughts have gone to somehwere, somewhere so was familiar and happy to be in, so close so calm and so refreshing...

Ring!!! Time to start school. Typical scene -> Students started to drag their foot into the classroom, each step was getting heavier and heavier. The pace of walking gets slower and slower. Of course, the classroom gets noiser and noiser.

Disgusting history lesson again, old Mrs Shamanagam again. Boring!! She thought.

Suddenly....

Erm.. How about this?

Well, basically i hate to be so free! This is because when we i'm very free, my brain will start to go wild, once go wild, i really do not know how to bring it back to normal track again.

They instilled hopes to me, but as days past one by one, ithe hopes which i used to hold on firmly are getting weaker and weaker day by day.

My dear dear and close buddies do not understand what i'm thinking as they think i did not want to tell them. But how am i going to tell them when me, myself and i don't even able to sort out my thinking, i'm not Sir William Shakespeare - not able to use words to express my thoughts. But, what i can really tell now is I'm really hating this knid of life, the life whih is not my wish, not my choice and the things that lies ahead of me are not of what i wanted or planned for in the very first place.

Many will dislike such behaviour of me, but well, i cannot do anything to it at all, lest hiding them away.


Many times, i will really envy others, like my dear dear and more. They look absolutely no problem to me at all. Even they do, their problems will go away so soon so soon...

When will mine be gone forever?


In life, there are many occassions full of Sunshines, so they say. But, would they be able to explain why my path is full of storms and thunders, not a single time of sun at all.

There are people who are in worst situation than me, so they reprimanded. But who is to define he is in worser situation than me? Who is to define who's worst??

I have take things for granted, so they concluded.

Well, i hate so feelings nw and then.. It makes me look so small , so insignifcant at all. Each is to different use, we have our own talens to show, that why's we are on earth, so they told me. BUt, think whatever i have and i know, thjere are tons and tons of people out there who also know and can do it better than me. So what am i special of? My ugly and nerdy look? My unsightly figure and silly thinking? My uselessness to show that others are better than me?

So what else?


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Have you ever wonder how did the alphabet behind your IC numbers come about?
Try this:

Eg: IC no: 1111011

Row 1 : 2765432
IC number: 1111011

Multiply the 1st number on row 1 with the 1st number of your IC number.
Do the same for the 2nd, 3rd numbers and so forth.

Add up the product of the numbers: 2+7+6+5+0+3+2= 25

Divide this number by 11: 25/11 = 2 r 4

The remainder of the answer would give you the alphabet at the end of your IC number:
10 - A
9 - B
8 - C
7 - D
6 - E
5 - F
4 - G
3 - H
2 - I
1 - Z
0 - J

Got it right?

Another gathering brought to me by Jackson

An enjoyable night i have with my gang of friends, I have. Though not too fun and exciting than before, I think, it is still an enjoyable.

We arranged to meet up at Causeway Point, Woodlands, at 1945hrs. But, as usual, everyopne was late, I reached there at about 1930hrs. SL reached at about 2000hrs and JT reached at about 2010hrs, DC was the best --> appeared only at about 2030hrs.

So hungry, we went to Pastamania. Irony isn't it? All of us hated sour things so much so that we would avoid eating spangetti during of JC. But, we actually appeared to crave for Pastamania. So isn't it irony??

Anyway, of dinner session took about an hour, not because we were talking rubbish and lame topics but because my food was trapped in the oven too long a time, was served only 25mintues after i have paced my order!! Must be complained!!

So we finally finished our dinner at about 2145hrs, and we have nothing to do. Without thinking much, DC suggested arcade, ok, i'm on to it. So we all headed for the arcade!

I have played lousily (my form of adverb for lousy!!) in the games, so much because i have never stepped into arcade centre till JC1. Haha, so cannot be blamed!!

So we played till 2230hrs, really nothing to do, we went up to Cinema, laterally sit one corner and slacked!! Till 2300hrs..

Finally, the time have reached and we went into the threatre, for STAR WARS Episode III.

If you would to ask me what is the sotryline like or is it interesting, well, you might have asked the wrong person. (Even my dear dear knows that i am not in for such movies, my crave is still those cute and cartoon one!!) So what the am i doing there when i don't understand a single thing? Well, for gathering!!(if you know what i mean, you would have been enlightened!)

So, after the movie, they asked me how's the movie, i did a stupid reply! My butt numbed, because my to sit in that position for 2 hours.

After the movie, we went to JT's house for mahjong. Well, ladyluck wasn't beside me, i did not game any round for the 12 rounds we played..

0600hrs, we headed home. Reson? SL needed to book in for duties..

So, a day and night ended there...

Friday, May 20, 2005

Read this

Memory wanders as shadows fall back to days of happiness.

Days beyond recall a vision comes before up

So calm, so dear, so sweet of her lips

Now silent and

whose lids are closed in sleep

Thursday, May 19, 2005

Bringing me new hope

So they say, tehy are still bringing me new hopes and new choices. Should i continue to wait and wait and wait? I really don't know. Should i hope that they are really giving me new hopes to my life?? I also don't know..

Haiz.. Life. I really don't know how to say. Now i got a demotion in my work, and i still have to look happy. How to? I really don't know. I can't fight back nor retaliate back to higher command.. What can i really do? People say --> Stuck thumb. But, think about that how many thumbs have i sucked? How many in actual? e, myself and I can't even count out, so how should i continue to do that?? I really don't know how to carry on life, knowinngly that i still have 12 more months to...

Haiz..

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The last school bell (Introduction)

"Let me be, just let me be. Let be be alone for a moment, for i really cannot face anyone in the world right now. Give me, give me! Give me a moment of silence, for i really cannot think and face to reality now. Please, all of you, i beg all. Please let me be alone! Please!" She snivelled. Her world came to darkness out of a sudden. She could not accept the truth, for the truth was thrown to her as if Himalayan was on top of her. (Even strongest man in the world maynot be able to accept it)

People who were crowding around her were all in deep sympathy. They tried all their best, till their saliva were all ran out, trying to calm her down. Upon hearing what she whinged, they walked out of the room.

For once, the area around Danube was so unusally quiet, especially that day (it was a weekend). The familiar crowds of people, who would walk the dog, jog along the parallel stream of the river, which was about 2 850km, were all gone for that evening. The place looked deserted!






>> Coming to you soon!!

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Why must we?

Sigh.. from the title, you would obviously know that i'm troubled over some issues (troublesome kid, ain't I?). I seriously don't uderstand why as humans, we have to do so many things, even some of them are against our wishes. Life is full of hopes and choices, so they so. But, they forget to mention that in life, though there are many roads for me to choose, there are some roads though open, i cannot go that way. So where are choices, that were supposed to be given to me? If there are not much choices that i can go, where are the hopes for life??

Well, sometimes it is true that life should be happy, reason? We only lived it for once in a lifetime, but, how to be happy where you are forced by many issues that popped in life?? How to? I seriously don't understand how...

Yes, i told many that we should not look too far ahead in life, cos in the end, we would only see more troubles and problems. But, how often can we not do that? So we see the problems.. So how not to be troubled by them?

How i wish i can pack all problems and unwanted stuffs into a box and send it far far away from me.. How i wish money isn't a issue in society today. Yes, many can agrue that money is not the only in life, but, think at another angle... Money do alot in life.. Your home, your studies, your hobbies even your health, well, they all voice down to $$$$. So how not to associate money with life..

Well, if only i live in a place where no one talks about $, how nice will be? You will always be happy, whatever you want to be, you can be.. Your life is totally like a heaven..

Sigh....

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Did you know that?

Danube is actually a place, in Europe. The problem is the surrounding there isn't blue at all, it is near to grey and silver. So, the song piece by Johann Strauss(the blue danube) is a little bit not too correct..

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Haha, i let out a secret

How?? She talked to me on msn, i told her something that i should not say at all...

My heart beats very fast

She appeared in my MSN and initiated a chat with me, my heart beat very fast. She talked to me, she talked to me. Yeah, after 14months of waiting, she finally talked to me.. BUt, she is attached le, i'm so sad. So more to a new guy for 2 months....

Monday, May 16, 2005

Why?

Well, she tried to call me up just now, but i somehow rejected her calls. I do not know whether i have made the right decision or not.

I don't understand one thing - since it is all over, why did she bother to look me up?
I really wish to put all thoe things aside, why must she come and remind me of all thse things?
I really don't understand her thinking at all..


Well, just recovered from my illness, i should say, and now facing many projects in my office, haha... don't know how to finish them at all..

Haiz..

Why must she call me up le? When all are over!!




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If she is worth for me to do that..

Jane is a typical college girl whoenjoys life to the fullest. She loves her boyfriend somuchandtexts him every now and then.Mark is Jane's boyfriend who works in acallcenterin los angeles. He's always busy doing somanythings. He only manage to reply to Jane'stextswhen he got off from work.

One time mark receive a message fromjane : "hibaby! how are you? i miss you! call myhouse when u get home..take care! i loveyou!"mark ignored the message because healwaysreceive the same message whenever it istimeforhim to go home from work."baby, i miss you..did u eat yet?! takecarewhen you get home! ill be waiting foryourcall..i love you!""baby, where are you?! its unfair that youdontreply to my texts... well, im just gonnawait foryour call..i love you!"Mark reaches home and lay on his bed.Thelasttime he knew is that he's reading Jane'stext.He was so tired he fall asleep and wasn'tabletoreturn jane's call. He can still hear hisphonebeeps but he's too tired to take a glimpseonthemessage.

When he woke up the next day, heremembersthathe needs to call Jane. He ignored themessagesand dialed Jane's .. No one's answeringinherhouse. He called up her cellphone andhewassurprised that her father answered thecall.Inhisvoice you can feel his tears and hear hishearttearing apart."Mark, why havent you called?. Jane waswaiting for your call all night!""Dad im sorry. i fell asleep being so tiredfrom work... i was calling ur house but noone was answering. where are you? so icancome over.""Just meet me at jane's house."Mark went to Jane's house and much tohissurprised he saw a lot of people inside.Thehousewere so lighted but you can see thegloomonevery person you'll meet there. He wasgreetedbyJane's mom on tears. She hug him tightand cried on his shoulders."Jane was waiting for you. She didntcomewith us because she was waiting for yourcall. She was killed by robbers that brokeinour house.Shes gone, Mark. She's gone.""thats impossible..she texted me..howcouldthis happen!"Mark can't look who's inside the coffin. Hecan'tmove and it feels like his whole body isstuckonthe chair hes seating on. He wanted tocrybut itseems that something is blocking his tearstofalldown. He turned to his phone and readthemessages of Jane."baby, im not coming with my mom anddad..im just gonna wait for your call..""baby..im so scared... it seems like theressomeone downstairs..please call menow!""babe..someones here..they might killme..please call me now, where are you?ineed you here...""baby.... i love you!..."He wanted to shout and cry so loud. It'struethatJane is waiting for his call.
Up to her lastbreathshe only thinks about him.
He stared at Jane inside the coffin.Suddenlytears starts flowing down his cheeks. Hecan'tsayanything. The only words he uttered..."My baby, i'm so sorry! I could haveknown, icouldhave fought for you! i'm really sorry! Ilove yousomuch!"

Sunday, May 15, 2005

Enjoyed the whole of yesterday

Well, went out with Crazy Woman, YM, HX, JT and DC. Well, had a tiring day throughout. Of course, our crazy woman would always do something out of surprise, let's see what on mars had she done...

All of us were to meet in Yishun, Northpoint Mac at 9am. Well, all of us were roughly on time, for the first time.. Ok, so, we went to order our food. Erm.. Though only cost $30.90, we seemed to be eating $80++. Well, we used 20packets of butters, 30packets of peppers, 12 packets of sugars and 7packets of creamers. If MAc was to enforce payment on such things, well, then i think i should not visit them anymore... That's not the worst..

Still remember the Mac staff who commented crazy woman (so big already, still want ballon?), she's promoted. But, the crazy woman did not like that, she was on the verge of complaining.. Isn't she crazy??

As usual, we always take 1 our to complete the breakfast... Then, we were on our way to ECP. On the way, JT and crazy woman committeed alot of funny talks that made us laugh and laugh and laugh. Well, seems to be serious wor..

Upon reaching, we all took bikes, JT took roller blading. (-_-'!)
Well, nowdays, teenagers are little overboarding, i should say. Just read the newspaper, news on teenagers delinquency are everywhere. I met one such case there. I could only sigh and say >> what the heck is the world becoming!!!

Well, ended the trip thee, we headed home. Nope, i headed along wiht the guys to play basketball. OK, not bad and from thee i ended my outdoor trip...

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Last night, i came across channel 50, which was screening the celebration of victory day for Soviet Union in Mexico. I like the way they celebrated it. In morning daylight, with a symphonic orchestra, comprises of about 100over people having a three hours celebration. The programmes were splitted into 3 main parts. Part 1, lively music, with different kinds of dances >> Flip Flop, line dance, ballroom dance and more.. Song piece after songpiece, you would really bury yourself, mind and soul inot the celebration. Then part2, singing part, with drama acts of how they fell into wars. Song after song, opera after opera. Then comes part 3, the conclsuive opart. Still with dancing and music. Absolutely good and outstanding.

Well, if possible, i really hope to se more of such performances...

Friday, May 13, 2005

Really very sad for this moment

Finally, i've finished re-booting my computer, everything started to work out well. I went to Min's blog to take a look and heard the sound she uploaded in her blog. For a moment, i cried very hard. This is the first time i cried after i have broke up with her. Really.

Suddenly everything seems to happen just yesterday, all the things that happened when i was with her were still so fresh, so fresh in my memory. I can't forget how we celebrated our anniversaries cum birthdays, our valentine day (last year and this year), more... I really cannot take her out of my mind.

I know this is a little crazy of me, fancy bring troubles out when there should be none now. But, what can i really do? I really cannot forget her, her looks, her way of caring me, more...

I blamed myself, for letting her go just like that.
I blamed myself, for not making her stay last year June 5.
I blamed myself, for not loving more than i could give.
I blamed myself, for giving up such a nice girl.
I blamed myself, for not being a good lover.
I blamed myself, for not treasuring her.
I blamed myself, for all the happenings that has happened between the both of us.

Well, esp this time round, i was down very high fever and sore throat. I finally feel what is loneliness and sadness. I am sad when i cannot see her anmore and get her TLC anymore. I'm lonely becaue i have to face the illness all by myself.

I'm stupid, for letting her go.
I'm stupid, for not making her stay.
I'm stupid, for not saying anything on 10Apr .
I'm stupid..


I really don't know how to survive through the days without her.
I think i would have no mood o carry on anything meaningful anymore..

I'm as if a bird which once could fly high, realised that one of my wings is gone.
I'm as if a fish, which once can swim freely in ocean, but trapped in a fishtank.
I'm as if a drug addicter, without the drugs to suppress my illness.
I'm as if a person who get tied down to the ground who can only give the world my saddest sound, my saddest sound.

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They said that time will make the pain fade away, but why didn't it happen on me? Ir eally need to forget her, if not i am unable to carry on with my next phrase of life.

What can i really do??


I guess tears and sorrow would be my best friends tonight, sleeping with me.


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The last school bell

>> A story of romance, coming in ten chapters, is coming to your way. Look forward to it>>>

Stupid Medicine

Well, i hate the medicine so much. Once eaten, i bound to KO. So sad.. With those medicine around, i sure wanna to ZZZzzz.

Well, nothing much to do so started thinking of her again.. Haha.. Quite a stupid action. But what can i really do to forget her completely le? I spent 1 year 3 months and 14 days with her you know, so it is a little tough for me to do that..

People often said that time will heal everything, but, when it's been a month, but i'm not recovering yet. So Sad!!

Well, both physically and mentally. But, physically is fine, better than yesterday@@ Haha..

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Well, nothing better to do so thought of putting rubbish here lor..

Well, falling sick can be sad one...

This is the first time i fall sick feeling so sad and helpless..
I still remember how she took care of me when i was sick last year, 30apr04.

That morning she called in and was shocked that i was at homeand not in camp. When i told her that i was sick, she was shocked and sad for me.

Without much hesitation she came to my house, whipped a lot of my favourite dishes and fed me slowly, as if i am really a vegetable. Though sound so sad, i was vry happy that there is someone for was so tense up about my health. That time, i was truly touched that she would do this for me. I still remember how to always reminded me to take medicine, when i forgot to.

Due to her wonderful TLC, i recovered very fast. Well, thanks to her.

BUt, this time round, i seems to be more sad. Have to take care of myself adn constantly tell myself to take medicine on time. So sad!

Haiz... Sort of miss of her now and then. Can't help but miss her..

Haiz....

Finally, get to rest more and think more

Ever since i have contributed my parts in the area of defending of homeland, i don't get to rest much than i used to before i joined the wonderful, biggest organisation in S'pore.

Thanks to the illness, i finally have a day or two to fully rest, fully re-charge myself before i continue the rest of the one year!

Don't know why.. I thought of her yesterday when i was at the clinic, thought of how she took care of me when i was sick last year in April.. Haha.. Well, this year i got to bear through the thing alone. I'm sad. But, never mind...

Well, nothing much to say thiese few days, or rather now ba.. The medicine is super , can make me KO anytime, anywhere, anyhow. Haha

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Ah bengs

There was a group of ah bengs, they wanted to enter the pub.
BUt, at the door of the pub, there was this signboard showing this >> Only 18 and above is allowed.
One beng suddenly said " Wow lau, we only got 17people here!"

Never agrue with children

Miss Tan, a teacher, was trying to convince the students tohat whales do not eat people as their throats are very small.
Jonna" But, Miss tan, my Jonnae was being up by the whales!"
Miss Tan" Whales really do not eat people!!"
Jonna" Ok, when i get to heaven, i'll ask her then."
Miss Tan" But what if she in hell?"
Jonna" Then you ask her lor!"

There was this orphage.
One day, on the table, there was a basket of apples, a nun wrote a note showing this >> Tkae only one, god is watching.
At the other end of the table, there was a baskt of chocolate, a orphan writtena note showing this >> Take all if you want, as god is watching the apples only.


Never be sacastic when in a quarrel

There was this couple on the way in the car, they were quarreling. None of them wants to bug in, so the situation get heated up alot. When they passed by an animal farm, the woman ask sacastically "Your relatives, aren't they?"
The man replied, " Yes!" and continued "In-laws"

A sad teacher

A class took a group photo and the teacher was trying to encourage all of them to buy the photo, the teacher said" well, chilren, buy this so that many years down the road, you can look at the photo you can say this >> This is Rachel, she's now a lawyer; this is Michael, he's now a docotr.."
A student added " This is teacher,she's dead!"


Hope you all enjoyed the jokes created about!

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Haiz... MC MC MC MC

I got 2 days MC, sick because of??

Well, doctor said that i have overworked myself, gave me 2 days to rest at home.. Home confinement!!!

So sad, today went to play basketball with Ah ray, ah ken, ah jos, ah vin, ah ming, ah sing , ah see and few sirs.. Well, got scratched badly by ah ken. HE is very the rough, if there is a refee, haha, he would have many many red cards already!!

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

I made one more close friend

Haha, well today i have made one more new close friend. This may sound stupid to many, but people who know me in and out, would know why am i so happy to make a new close friend...


Well, hoping to make more close friend and soon to buddies...

Monday, May 09, 2005

Nothing better to do, just blog for the sake of blogging.

Just nothing much, but create alot of jokes lor.. Now, became the 'lame-king' of my camp!! Yeah!!

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Well, new!!

Well, after so much, i finally have a new direction for the rest of the one year before i entered the uni.. Haha.. Fianlly.. Want toknow what's that? Read my blog often to find out!!

2pm to 1am, 4 blaclisted place because of 1 gal! (PART 1)

Met with with YM, SM and HX at Northpoint, outside OCBC bank ( OCBC = Ai Si Mai Si = Want to die or don't want to) at 2pm, well, i was late for about 5mins, but that is not the worst!!! YM was late for 20mins wor! (Yeah, late late wor!!)

Went to Blk 923Yishun to eat Yong Tau Foo for lunch. As expected, SM will do her stunts again >>

She went to order YONG TAU FOO, not seeing the bowls on the table, she screamed for the anutie for bowls (in here SCREAM!!) Aunties was very shocked and she answered "The bowls are below the table." { NB: Any person who is not blind can see that the bowls are there, but why SM can't see, well, i guess you have to ask her.} Well, that's not the end, after aunite handed her the food, she wanted to add pepper (normal la, all of us would want to have a little more flavour in our soup). But, she did not add it into her soup le, she added to pepper on the table. (TABLE!!)

Well, when YM said that she wanted to order a drink, no matter how she called the vendor, no one noticed. Then our dearest SM she waved , laterally raised her hand and waved in the air!! [ I think the vendor all are being by her, how could there be such crazy woman one!!

Well, after the lunch, SM wanted to eat fruits so we headed the shop. Again, something happened>>

She asked for guava, there is a very big sign board saying how much is it. She still ask the auntie so loudly >> Auntie how much?? Haiz...

She ate the guava on the way to YISHUN MRT STATION. Then , when we were on our way, a gabage truck passed by, HX screamed to ask her to cover the fruits. You know what she di? She covered her nose.. (-_-'!)

And the way she walked as if like beggar on the street or rather a losse woman on the street. Yuo should see it so that you know what i mean. And you will gimme this Afraid


On the way on MRT, we are like tourists in Singapore and suddenly being the centre of attraction...
Then SM started to ask me how much bowling cost per match, i told her $2.40/game, then she stunned. How many ball per games??

I was shocked!!!!


Upon reaching the bowling alley in Yio Chu Kang, we were told that the lanes were all booked. SM was very the sad , howvere, we were also told that we can book the lane first. So we wrote our names down and waited. Then SM saw the hats that are meant for the Children at Mac's Party, she screamed and said it was very cute. The counter lady gave her one of those, she took it happily!!! Haiz...
There were flexible chairs around the area, so SM went to play the chairs (oh No!).
Finally, we got a lane... We went to change our shoes...

Each of u took a pair of shoes, SM not knowing her size was very nervous and out of her anxiety, she threw her shoes into the shoe counter!!! I mean the shoe really flew in!!!

OK, time to start the game!! Well, i threw face there. Not knowing imy hands are wet, i went to pick up a ball, when i swinged, the ball flew slipped off and flew backwards!! I was shocked and everyone else there were all surprized!!!

Then, HX also threw face there, her fingers were strucked in the holes, then she felt tight. Then she turned back and walked towards us. Suddenly, the ball dropped and rolled towards us!!!

Worst, YM was picking up the ball from the tray, you see. Then she saw a ball at the entrance of the Balling returning hole, she used the ball she took to knock the ball. But, the ball flew out of the tray and dropped into the lane of another group of people!!! (Oh NO!!)

Ok, games ended!! We headed back to MRT Station....

When we reached Raffles City MRT Station, we headed to take photos. Well, we, in only an hours or odd, took 100 over photos! (Like mountain tortises first time sight seeing)

Finally, we were at the chocolate buffet.... Again, we were taking photos, each piece of chocolate we took one piece..
You know what >> Our dearesr SM, still continued to let her act carried on. She was eating strawberry and was about to dip inot a cup of chocolate. The Berry slipped off her fork and dropped into the cup. Well, a splash and well, chocolate were evrywhere on the table!!! (Oh NO!) Bag Head


Throw face sia.....

Ok, finally heading home!!
On the way home, well, SM Happen to be eyed by a group of creatures!! Then HX Got excited i think she wanted to beat people up!! (Gosh, fainting)


Well, got a fun time yesterday!! Not bad !!




Haha, someone else had gotten the international inevitable disease

Early in the morning at 2 am, somebody dropped me a sms told me that she was very the sad and hurt!! No need to ask so much, must be due to the BGR. She must have caught the international inevitable, painful and unbearable disease called BROKE UP.

attached along is a piece of interview with an experienced person in this area >>

Me >> So what is the typical characteristics of this disease called BROKE UP??
EP >> Oh, from the start of a new love relationship, a person will start to contact this disease. It will be un-noticeable in during the relationship. There is no symptoms for this disease for this disease at all. The sign that you have contacted this disease would be after you ended one love relationship. The symptoms are,
(1) You felt that you are very sad.
(2) You lost your sense of direction.
(3) YOu felt that in life, everything is meaningless.
(4) You have no appetitie nor mood to do anyhting, inclusive of sleeping.
(5) You felt that you had never entered into this relationship.

Above mentioned are the minor signs, if you are under prolonged and unstabled conditions, you will have the following symptoms >>

(a) You felt like dying.
(b) You lost weight tremedously.
(c) You look extremely like a zombie.
(d) Your mental state of health is at red code.

Me>> So this any prevention and medicine to cure?
EP>> One way to prevent! That is don't go into BGR , which is tough for th generations nowdays. Sad. Well, though the technology is very the advanced nowadays, well THERE IS NO medicine to cure. The only way to cure is to go inot any love relationship. But, you will contact another of such disease. This is a vicious cycle of BROKE OFF disease.

Me>> Ok thank you very much professor.

Things about this professor... He is a guy who has undergo three relationships, but all failed. And, till now, had never gone into the relationship. He is a guy who helped guys to court after girls and have acted in such movies called witch/bitch/itch or i don't know la.. (i think it was released early this year.)

Haha.. BROKE OFF disease, well, i will never get it. Cos i never intend to step into the world of love relationship again lor! Hehe!!!

A day

Wake up in the morning about 11am, got to know that there is a lunch gathering at 2pm. Quickly rushed to bathe and change into causal clothing. Peeped at the clock.. Well, 1.45pm, late!!


When for lunch with the crazy woman, haha, she again kanna blacklisted in S11 coffeeshop, because she kept making a fool of herself in front the YONG TAU FOO shop...

Headed the Grassroots' club at about 3.00pm.

Went for three games of bowling (crazy woman>> wondering what is the meaning of 1game of bowling! Oh gosh!)

First, i dropeed a ball backwards, throw face!
Then, xiang, also followed pathway.
Worst!! Mei she knocked a ball over to the next lane!!!
Min, the best still>> Scored ZERO for two games and happily helping to clean the DRAIN!!!

End of bowling >> Headed the Chocolate Buffet. Well, before that, we went around to take pictures. wELL, took about 220pics for the whole night!! WOW!

Quite full after he buffet and they talked about the criteria of being a boyfriend. Laughed at the prerequsites >> No wondered i'm always siingle!! NOwadays, the standard of being a boyfriend is still very high! Haiz.. forever single. Sad thing!

Now, sitting down here still thinking of her >> No wonder the she wants to break off with me and head for better guy.. Haha

Friday, May 06, 2005

A really very sad story!!

It had been raining for more than a week, so much rain it made everyday seemed so restless and gloomy. She called and said she was coming up. It was the third time she came up to see me that week. I carried her excuse of why she came all the way here and went to meet her at the nearby seven-eleven. She was standing there alone, carrying her red umbrella. Her friend had dropped her off. It was raining and she was shivering. She looked weak and fragile in the harsh rain, wearing not enough to keep her warm. I walked up to her and said, "You shouldn't come see me anymore," and stuff like how we shouldn't be together. She said, "I miss you." I told her coldly, "Lets go, I'll take you home." She did not open up her umbrella, I knew she wanted to share mine. I said, "Open up your umbrella, let's go." Unwillingly, She opened up her umbrella and walked with me to the car. She said she hadn't eat lunch or dinner and asked if we could stop at some place to eat. Right away I answered with a stoned heart, "No!" Disappointed, she asked me to take her to the train station, she said she would take the train back home. Maybe it was the rain, all the trains were full of people with umbrellas and suit cases who were eager to get home, not caring about who just passed by. We waited and waited, she looked at me innocently. Being together for so long, of course I knew what she meant. I understand how she must feel when she came all this way here in this kind of weather and I treat her like this. With her soft eyes staring at me, I felt guilt and wanted to let her stay for the night. But reality struck again, I said to her coldly, "Let's go try the other train station." We were living in the same apartment building, on the same floor. Back then there were four of us, and we got along well. We would always eat dinner together, watch movies, and sometimes go camping. We were more like a family, but I didn't know I would end up falling in love with the only girl of the four. Maybe it was during the last year of college, having living together for two years, we developed deep feelings for each other. After she graduated she went back home, and I stayed for one more year to finish school. During that year I was only able to take the train down to see her on holidays, but never for long. That was how we kept the treasured relationship.
We were walking along the side of the road. She was in front of me and I was right behind her. Her umbrella had a broken spoke. She looked liked a wounded soldier, carrying her rusted rifle walking weakly. Many times, she was too into thinking or whatever she was doing, drifting off the road, she almost got hit by the cars passing by. I wanted to just take her in my arms, but with the love I had for her and the constant pain in my stomach, I did nothing. On the way, we passed by the park where we use to always go. She begged and said, "Lets go in the park just for a little while please, I promise I'll go home right after this." With her begging, my cold heart softened, but I still put up an annoyed face and walked in the park. I was just sitting on the benches looking like I wanted to leave. She went to the big oak tree and she was looking for something. I knew she was looking for what we wrote on that tree with a silver ink pen half a year ago. If I remember it right, it said, "Chris and Susan was here, Chris had tea and Susan was drinking hot chocolate. Hope Chris and Susan would always remember this day, always loving each other, forever." She was looking around for quite a while, then she came back slowly with tears on her face. She said, "Chris, I can't find it, it's not there anymore." I felt so sour inside, there was a stream of pain, flowing into my heart, the kind of pain I've never felt before. But all I could do was pretend I didn't care, and said, "Can we go now?" I opened up my big black umbrella, she was just standing there, didn't want to leave yet, hoping there was still a chance. She said, "You made up the story of you and that other girl didn't you? I know I frustrate you sometimes, but I'll change, can't we start over?" I didn't say a word, just looked down and shook my head. After that we just kept on walking towards the train station, didn't say a word to each other. Four years ago, the doctor said I had cancer, but it was found early, so it was still curable. Thinking that it was okay, I started living my normal life again, and even forgot about the cancer. I didn't think about the cancer again and did not go back to the doctor. Until a month ago, my stomach was hurting for two weeks straight, and the nightmare awakened me again. First I thought the pain wouldl go away, but it grew stronger until to the point that I couldn't take it anymore. I went back to the doctor and took an X-ray. The picture came out and there was a big black spot, which proved the truth that I did not want to believe. I was at the most glittering part of my life, but it was coming to an end. I wanted myself and the people around me to go through the least pain possible, so I decided to commit suicide. But I couldn't let people find out about my intentions, especially Susan, the person I love the most in this whole world, who still doesn't know about the truth. Susan was still young, she shouldn't have to go through this. So I made up some stories and lied to her. It was a cruel thing to do, and it broke her heart, but it was the fastest way to wipe out three years's feelings. I didn't have much time, because I would soon start to loose hair and she would find out eventually. But now I'm close to succeeding, this drama would soon be over. Thirty minutes more this would all come to an end, that was what I had in mind. The train had stopped running so I called a taxi for her. We were just standing there, waiting, loosing our last moments in silence. I saw the taxi from far away, I held my tears and said to her, "Take care of yourself, take good care of yourself." She didn't talk, just nodded lightly, and then opened up her misshaped umbrella and stepped out on the street. Out in the rain, we became two single life forms, one red, one black, so far away from each other. I opened the door for her and she got in, then I close the gate that would separate me from her forever. I stood by the car, staring in the dark window, at the first love in my life, also the last one, walking out of my life. The car started, driving into the street. Finally I couldn't hold my sorrow and the twist in my heart any longer, waving my arms rapidly chasing after the taxi, because I knew, this would be the last time I see her. I wanted to tell her I still love her, I wanted to tell her to stay, I wanted to tell her so much, but the taxi had already turned in the corner. Warm tears kept falling down my face, blended with the cold rain drops. I was cold, not because of the rain. I was cold inside.She left, and I didn't get anymore of her phone calls even until today. I know she didn't see my tears, because they were washed away by the rain. I left without regrets. But I'm not Chris, I'm that girl Susan, using my memory, and his diary I found after one year since he left, writing down these last words.

See deer miss dear..

Well, today went to meet my deer deer and saw his dear dear. Somehow or rather can't help, but miss my ex dear dear...

I really don't know how to say this >> Well, it's like stars are no longer as shine as before, the flowers are not as sweet-smelling as before, even our favourite huntout seems to be a dead place for me now.. The fighting spirit seems to disappear and gone off.. Don't know when will i be able to adapt such life..

Quite funny, when i told my friends that i have broken up with her liao, all the faces look very shocked and disbelieving. On what issues? I don't understand... Well, never mind then.


I guess in order to really let go of such things, esp such lon period of things, i may have to take up to years... Haiz.....

I don't know le, whenever people sk me when i will start hunting or look for new partner, my mind simply go blank lor! Haha, maybe at this moment, i would say no forver ba!! Haha....

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"Noooooo." She cried out as loud as she really could, as if the whole world has just disappear in front of her eyes, " PLease don't throw me alone in the cruel worls, how could you do that? You are cruel to m!" She fainted.

After a few hours, she opened her eyes, she realised that she was lying on the bed in that hospital. She rememebered about the scene, and started to ask, anxiously, " Tell me he is not dead, please tell me." People around her could not help, but started to weep. The sound of people weeping, mumbling and choking filled the room. "So i'm not dreaming, he is really gone for good. Re..a..l...l....y real.." Jasmine went nuts, she simply went crazy...

For months and for days, she could not rememeber a thing or two, or who is she? She absolutely has no ideas!

One fine day, after she drank a glass of milk, and went to sleep. She rememebered everything and she was frightened awoke. She found herself to be lying on a bed, in the hospital..

" Hello, are you alright?" A nurse asked.
"Next time, don't eat too much painkillers, see, landed in hospital!"

Conclusion, don't eat too mcuh pain-killers, or else like her, dream too much!! Hahah...

Thursday, May 05, 2005

Yoyo...

Just now went to read some of my 'Brothers' blogs.. Nearly fainted due to them being so comical.. Can't stand it, how do they manage to write such a way?? Haha...

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THE RED TANK , MONKS and their temple


Once upon a time (usual clinque), there lived 20monks. They have a dream, the same dream - to build a tepmle of their own.

One fine day, all the 20 monks have decided and agreed to build the temple, so they started building. It took them days and nights, weeks and month to build. They sweted and bled for countless times. At times, they wished to give up but din't in the end. Finally, the temple was built. They alll were elated.

Out of a sudden, a red tank came and started to destroy the temple. The monks fought very hard with the red tank, tried all ways to protect the temple. But, in the end, they lost the battle. Their hardwork (temple) was destroyed and 10monks died in the battel with the red tank. Words are not being to describe the grief and disappointment the rest of the 10monks had have at that time.

Many days later, the 10monks have decided, once again, to build the temple, since it was their dream. So they started the work. Brick by brick, wall by wall, pillar by pillar, it tool them many weeks to accomplish the task. Finally, the temple was up, it wasn't as spacious as before. They were exhilarated. "Phew! Finally, we have our home, a place where we can call home!" 1 monk exclaimed.

One fine morning, the red tank passed by. It started to ruin the place. Not wanting their temple to be destroyed. The 10 monks picked up weapons and started to defend. They fought for days and nights. No matter how hard they did, they lost to the red tank. The temple was left with ashes and 6 monks were killed in the duty of protecting their temple. The whole scene looked very sad and the rest of the 4 monks were ultimately despondent.

However despondent they might be, they were not disillusioned. They still insisted on building the temple. So once again, they started working hard. And fianlly, after months, the temple was up again, well, not as big and as grand as before.

The hateful red tank invaded the temple once again. This time, both parties exchange bombs and bullets. Sigh.. Life is simply unfair, the red tank still managed to win this battle and killed 3 monks.

The only monk left was extremely upset about the whole thing, he felt giving up. But, during many dreams he had in his sleep, the rest of the 19 monks exhorted him to work hard and carry on building the temple. Fulfil the dream!

So, he picked all his sadness and started building the temple, all by himself. Carrying all the bricks to site, laying them layers by layers, putting cements slowly. Walls by walls, and finally, he managed to build a temple, smaller than before. He set up an altar for the rest of the monks, reading scripts everyday and prayed hard for them.. He did those for days, for months.. At times, he always wonder who hated then so much that always come to destroy and kill them? Who could it be? He wondered.

One night, when he was sleeping. The red tank threw in a bomb and killed him on the spot. The red tank won the battle.


The story ended!


Don't start to curse me, i happen to see this story from the net and being stunned by the lameness of the story! So this is not my fault.

Erm...

Well, just seems to be lonely and bored ba... How i wish saturdays are here!!!


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Did you know?

- Newton's laws of motion are mean for classical dynamics? There are more than 1 way to explain mechanics, like hamilton's principle...

Why am i still thinking of her

Haha, they said that guys will take things on the easier side, but, i beg to difer. It has been 25days, yet i can't take things to my stride completely. I still missed her badly. I really don't know what to do lor..

Have to appear as if i'm able to take things easy. But, deep inside my heart, i'm still thinking of her..........

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Nothing for the day, but weird thinking!

I don't understand why people love to have grand funeral after their close one have been called home by the lord! Fancy putting alot of money, preparing endless eulogy, buying bushes and bushes of Wreath and putting up large column of notice in Obituaries... For who do we do that for??

Well, if only i could >>> how he was when he was alive>> he was a >>> Well, for what? The dead cannot listen to what we have to say after he gained enlightenment..

That is why i believe NOW!!

I'm stupid, ain't I?

She called me yesterday night, well, and i'm so silly to tell her that i'm free to talk.. (STUPIDEST MAN OF ALL)....

Gr:" He has made me angry this time round!"
Ga:" So what did your guy do that made you on a verge of anger?"
Gr:" He refused to accopany me to go watch the stars and listen to the orchestra music concert!"
Ga:" Like that only?"
Gr:" Not only that lor, he is not as understanding as you used to be, giving me when in a quarrel, pacify me after an argument, follow me wherever i go..."
I froze there for a minute
Ga:" Well, i cannot say much in oyur relationship cos that is your business not mine. But, hear this out -- If you love him as who he is, treat him as who he is. He is a guy whom you chose and wished to be with. So, accept him as who he is , not how will he be to you. Yes, he should be gentle, nice and caring to you. Listen to you and do what you hope to carry out. But, you also have to understand him. NOt force him to accept your way of doing. Get it?

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I don't know if i'm foolish or what, i actually taught her how to make peace with him and maintain the relationship.. Haha...

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Do you know?

-> In l'italiano, there are only 23 alphabets, in Francais, there are 26!

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Life feels good if we can think this way

Got the results of the SYF, well got a bronze. Some people cried.

Why? I asked them.
Because we only got a bronze after som much hardwork has been put in. This is what they answered.
I laughed!!


Well, maybe due to the mindsets that were brought to us since we entered Mother Earth... Results are more important than anything. I cannot say it is wrong because i'm one of the person who is being influence by such 'propaganda', however, i cannot say that this is right either. Yes, results show something. But think >> What on earth, does results really show? Hardwork? Intelligence? What?

I personally think that the process is more important. We learn through process, and not results, don't we? So why bother so much about results? They are secondary, not the emphasis.. What matter most is how we see from the process and how we learn..

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Do you know?

- Why human yawn?
Normally, people think that yawning means that we are tired. But think carefully, don't we yawn even we slept more than enough? Haha.. Yawning is only an indication that your body lacks of oxygen, thus you yawn, in hope to replaces the oxygen debt.

- Why is yawning contagious even though it is not a disease?
Reson being when a person yawn, he will sucks away the oxgen arond him, thus making the surrounding lacks of oxygen. Hence, the person beside him does not intake enough oxygen through normal breathing. Therefore, the person beside also yawn..


Believe it or not? It is solely up to you to decide. But, thses are what i have read up..


haha..

Monday, May 02, 2005

Sometimes having such life is a wonder!!

Early in the morning at about 11am, my phone rang >> Sigh! SL called in to ask me down for a basketball game.. OK, i agreed and go down.

Why nobody switch off the sun?? I thought.

Till 1pm, my phone rang again.. Well, this time round is CT called in.. Asking me down to Singapore Conference Hall for a Concert, orchestral concert... Met up with FN and ES and headed there..

Well, 5pm, what to do?? Haha, headed back to Yishun and eat BK with the three of them and some of the YJCO juniors..

Talked and eat and blacklisted(again!!!).

9pm >> JT called and ask me down to causeway point to chat... Haha..

Talked till 3am, headed to coffeeshop adneat breakfast!
Then, went to his house and sleep.. Talked alot in his bedroom (secret talk!)

9am, hey time to wake up and headed home!

Quite fruitful to me, and hope to have more of such times with any friend..


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Do U Know??
  • Why sky is dark at night??

This is because in universe, a person can observes stars up to only a certain distance. After that, we look into darkness which stars do not exist. In another words, The universe has a finite age and it is constantly changing because it expands. Theefore, at night, the sky is dark..

  • How many constellations in Universe??

There are 88 constellations.

Well, it is true. I learn all these i my lessons...